**This book is intended for a mature reading audience and isn't suitable for readers under the age of 17.**
In love with a man on the brinks of greatness, Dee has her life figured out. The love they share is comparable only to the love they feel when they find out Dee is pregnant. Josh and Dee welcome their future together with eagerness as they plan a wedding, baby, and the upcoming tour for Josh’s band Wasted Circle. Big things are finally happening.
During Wasted Circle’s first big show, tragedy strikes leaving Dee alone. The life she and Josh planned for ends up being nothing but desolate promises. Unable to watch his best friend’s girlfriend drown under her own despair any longer, Adam steps in to help Dee cope with her loss and the upcoming birth of her baby. Adam is patient, kind and unrelenting. He stands by her side, never faltering despite his growing desire to be more than Dee’s supportive shoulder and the idea that he is betraying Josh. He refuses to give up on Dee and remains loyally by her side even when she admits herself into a psychiatric ward and he is left to father Josh and Dee’s baby.
This story sets out with Adam as a young child who sets off to the store with his father when tragedy strikes both he and his parents, and then it shifts to Adams friends Dee and Josh though now they are all grown up, the story goes to Dee who is looking at herself in the mirror now pregnant with josh's baby, only shortly after tragedy strikes once again although it's josh this time poor Dee just cant catch a break Josh was her forever, she battles with her loss as well as her troublesome past and nasty ass excuses she calls parents who couldn't give two fucks about her, But she still has a lifeline that is Adam he is messed up in his own head somewhat but it has made him a great man also, he steps in to take care of Dee and they agree that Adam can raise the baby with Dee as his own, and boy does he step up to the mark and then some, Dee was very complicated for me personally at times i totally sympathized with her battle of depression and then their were times i wanted to belt her across the face for her treatment of Adam (who btw i made my book boyfriend) anyhow she checks her self into a mental hospital straight after the birth of her baby and leaves Adam to fend for him and the baby from the beginning. now Adam being Adam takes over but did i mention he is in a band ? ohh yeah Sexy lol, so he is trying to manage that and now the baby and be the rock Dee needs, oh yeah suppose i best mention that he has loved Dee since forever even when she was Josh's (i'm so jealous) so he gets himself a nanny and when Dee decides she doesn't want to drag Adam down with her of sorts he falls into the nanny's bed (she is a bitch ) meanwhile Dee meets some funny friends who help in her Recovery and she goes back to claim whats rightfully hers as well as her life and of course i'm not going to tell you what happends but you need this book like yesterday.
Thank you Yessi for this wonderful gift of your book, I cried ,I smiled and I cried again over and over
what i liked
I loved Dee's strength even at times there was no hope she tried and fought to see the light, I didn't like Amber what a bitch she reminds me of the snarly girls you come across and want to scratch their eyes outta their heads.I have made Adam my new book boyfriend he is an absolute sweetheart in every sense of the word, he is what all girls consider their book boyfriends to be
what i didn't like
I didn't like Amber what a bitch she reminds me of the snarly girls you come across and want to scratch their eyes outta their heads.
Dee's parents pathetic excuse for parents if you ask me
at times i didn't like how Dee took Adam for granted that shit made me want to punch her in the face
This rollercoaster of emotions twists your heart till you cry for all they have, all they lost and all they want I could hardly put it down !
Favourite new saying stuck in my head (giggles ) "you're like a penny worthless, two faced and have been in everyone's pants"